Control freak normaly used to describe someone in a relationship who likes to dictate your every move.
In my case that, not the reason! My brain has some how convinced me that I can’t travel, as much as I try to travel on trains it tries to convince me it’s a bad move. My brain has become a control freak and thinks it’s some how better than me.
Only a few weeks ago after talking to a client, did I try to apply for a driving theory test. I managed to get on gov page to apply and pay my £23.00, before I could even finish that horrible feeling of being locked in and not being able to get out came over me, filling me with dread.
I’ve tried to convince my self that I would be ok and that my brain would win as it would be in control of the car and could stop any time.
It’s a horrible feeling when you really want to do something but something else tries its best to take over with a better idea.